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لا ليس أنا ... لم تدركي بعد أنني لست ذاك الذي ينعتونه بذليل الحب .. فإن كبريائي أرقى من صرخات حبي وكرامتي أعلى مستويات وجودي ..




أنا لا أنفي حبي!! لكن لا أحطم ذاتي لأجلك يا امرأة ..!

أسواري ما اعتادت التحطم ..

وكلماتي ما انتحلت شخصية التلعثم ..

فهذا أنا .. تعلمي كيف ينقش الحنين على جدران الإحساس وارسمي بشفتيك لوحة الأنفاس

اسرقيني مني ..خلصيني من أناي لكن لا تسلبيني شعوري

أيا امرأة اتحدت بروحي ألا يكفيك هذا ؟

أخذت ما شئت من وجودي حتى الجسد ما عاد ملكي فهو بحق الحب أصبح ملكك وختمتيه بعنوان جسدك المنثور في ذاكرتي ..

فماذا تريدين مني قولي ..وأصيبي برماح عيناك لغزي.. وأسدلي بطرف رموشك حنينك

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